I shaved my head, shedding years of a security blanket because I thought longer hair made me “pretty”. I’ve always been pretty extreme in the hair department, but this was absolutely empowering and liberating. I’m becoming myself again. I’m tapering off of the obnoxious amount of tranquilizers and anticonvulsants etc. I was over medicated andContinue reading “Inner Beauty”
This is more of an update, I didn’t want readers to think I fell off the map. Although I have been a slightly off the grid. I just started seeing my therapist, we’ve had 4 sessions now. I really have to say it’s already helping. I am able to live in the present, ways toContinue reading “Therapy.”
There was a woman outside of my Seffner publix, just driving around the parking lot. I was leaving with the few things I could afford, eggs, coffee, creamer, and that was it. I had just got done pulling out the rest of my cash for my “HOA fee” on the house I own before thisContinue reading “My Town. Story Time.”
We created something beautiful that needed to be cared for, we just forgot about it somehow and it was then neglected. It started dying, weeds started sprouting. By the time we remembered what was so beautiful, all that was left was dead flowers overtaken by weeds, we tried to water it and save it. YouContinue reading “Poetry From My Past (2)”
Time heals all wounds… It’s what you do with that time. If the wound is not addressed properly, The wound becomes infected. Once the wound is now infected, More care is needed, and again, If it is not addressed properly, the infection spreads throughout. The infection becomes a disease. Once it’s a disease, there’s nothingContinue reading “Poetry From My Past.”
This is a rant. A very passionate rant.
This isn’t a cry for help it’s more of a lesson. Having a mood disorder, a fucking terrible one at that is exhausting. This has caused me to be completely empathetic towards anyone suffering. I get it. I understand your pain. There is no cure and our meds only make it more tolerable. There isContinue reading “Our Truth.”
This post pertains to Bipolar individuals and the general public as well, sometimes we need some insight. Some people live miserably because life isn’t what they initially thought it would be like when they were still growing up. Some people blame their setbacks on the universe and everyone they’ve been close with. They tend toContinue reading “The Blame Game.”